All niter?

Well today was a long day. I knew I started early, but some how, I dont think 24 hours is enough for a day. I haven't touched my research material in days. I did do some reading, but that isnt enough. Theory aint practice.

So how do I juggle my days? Seems my week has already been pack even before I started. I ask my self why? Is it because I want to? or Is it because I have to? Money is the root of all evil. But some times I do things for free, just to plant seeds in hopes one day it would be a tree of gold? Men dreams of ridiculous fantasies. Life is hard. Who you mingle are all choices you make.

Some times we make bad choices. And that would take years to fix. But a second to avoid. I dont know. Its 6 AM and I havent slept. Im afraid I might have to go through this again next month, and the months after that. Until when I ask? Until I dont have to do it no more. Im tired. Im the conflict of the heart is some thing I could be assured of, to me thats the one thing for escape for the time being.

Do stuff with out asking anything in return. May God (Allah) be the one to repay my efforts. At least it comes in a combo of 1 and 7. One now, 7 later. :) A business that will never fail.